My BFF Sarah & I @ Mom's 60th bday party! Yes I'm wearing my @TouchByAM Braves Shirt!

Double Rainbow!!!!

Happy Birthday to my wonderful, amazing, & sweet friend Jen (@jennilly24)

 

A very special birthday is here. My very sweet, funny, and amazing friend Jen's birthday is here! She is a wonderful friend with a huge heart. She's very talented. I am so lucky to have a friend like her in my life. It feels amazing to have a wonderful friend who is always there for me. I wish everyone could have a friend like Jen in their lives. Along with my fiance Rob, Jen and I we are partners in crime. We would never stop laughing if we were together. I cherish every moment that we talk and spend time together. If it wasn't for my hero Alyssa Milano none of us would have found each other. I am thankful for her everyday. I feel so loved and accepted a feeling I haven't felt in a long time. She makes me laugh and smile everyday. If I could I would give her a party that is out of this world because she so deserves it. 

I wish Jen a very happy birthday with many more happy years to come. She is special, sweet, beautiful, and amazing. Everyone would love her. You very special to me Jen. It's time to celebrate, have fun, and be grateful for everything. Jen, you deserve all the happiness and love in the world. I hope that your birthday is as special as you are. Rob and I are always here for you and always will be! I hope everyone will join me in saying a very happy birthday to my wonderful, amazing, and sweet friend Jen! 

Finally Realizing My Dreams

I used to write down in my diary/journal ( I had both) about things I thought I wanted in my life. I never truly realized what I want until this past Saturday. My 3 biggest dreams in life are be with my fiance Rob forever, be a published author ( writing is my passion), and meet my hero Alyssa Milano! I want these things more than anything in the world and I now realize that. 

My fiance Rob is the love of my life and my soul mate. I never thought I would find my soul mate but I did thanks to my Hero Alyssa Milano! He makes me feel so special and loved. I have never felt that feeling before but it's one of the best feelings in the world. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I can't wait to be his wife and have kids. We will name our first daughter Alyssa after Alyssa Milano. I can't wait to have all of this but I have to finish college first which is the hard part right now. I am almost completely broke. I can't even afford to take even one more class and I don't know what to do. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and hard place and don't know how to get out. It sucks feeling like this but I know it will get better it always does. 

I have loved writing ever since I can remember. It is my passion. I love writing stories, poetry, and more. I have always wanted to a New York Times best selling author ( I hope). I have a crazy imagination because if I didn't I wouldn't have gotten an A in my creative writing class last fall. I have story ideas already except dummy me accidentally deleted the folder that had them in it from my flash drive but fortunately I remember my ideas. I was going to start writing but my laptop died again. I am working on getting a replacement this time and hope I do. 

Last but never least one of my biggest dreams is to meet my hero Alyssa Milano! She is completely and totally amazing! She makes my heart smile everyday! She has made me feel like everything is going to be ok even on my hardest days! She is a bright spot in my day! She is one of the best role models we have today and everyone should look up to her! She is my Idol and my biggest inspiration in life! It will be one the happiest days of my life when I get to meet her. I have never felt that any of my dreams could come true but this one I have the strongest feeling that it will and I believe that with all my heart. I have imagined how it will be when I meet Alyssa and I always imagine myself crying with happiness and I believe that I will. It's really hard to express with written words how much Alyssa truly means to me. Alyssa has made me believe that anything is possible. I love her so much!

I believe with all my heart that my dreams will come true someday. Everybody has dreams no matter who crazy or out of this world they are and if you have the faith and determination to persue them they will come true. Never give up on your dreams. I won't. 

Peace and Love <3 

The Most Important People In The World To Me

I often have a hard time coming up with something to blog about. I like to blog about people and things who mean a lot to me and things that I am passionate about. I love making people smile especially those who mean the world to me and I love writing about how much they mean to me know that when they read it they will smile and be happy. I know I get repetitive a lot but if I didn't I'd be hardly blogging at all. I love to blog and write and sometimes I repeat myself. This blog post is about the people who mean the world to me. I hope everyone has special people like these in their lives.

My Hero, Idol, and biggest Inspiration Alyssa Milano. She is so amazing and makes me smile everyday. Everyone should have someone like her in their life. Alyssa is one of the most compassionate people in the world. She tries to make our world a better place anyway she can. The world needs more role models like her. Not only is she an amazing actress, she is an amazing mommy, wife, sister, daughter, and friend to all. Alyssa makes me and so many others smile everyday. She makes me feel better when things are going wrong. She makes me feel like eveything will be ok. She is the bright spot in so many people's lives including mine. She is a true beauty inside and out. Alyssa is truly an amazing, beautiful, and sweet lady who I love with all of my heart. Everyone should follow her on twitter.

My Fiance Rob is the love of my life and my soul mate. At a time when I thought I'd never find love I did and I am so thankful to have him in my life now and forever. He has a huge heart and a beautiful soul and is always there for me. I love our times we spend on Skype together. He makes me laugh and smile all the time. Rob understands me and who I am more than a lot of people do and that makes me so happy. We have so much fun and I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I finally don't feel alone anymore. I have happiness in my life again and I thank God for bringing Rob into my life everyday. I hope everyone has a chance to find their true love just like I have.

Dani is one my best friends. She is a stong, amazing, inspirational woman, wife, and mother. She has cancer and PH but that doesn't stop her from being the best she can be. She has a strength I have never seen before. She is always there for my fiance Rob and I and I appreciate that so much. She makes me smile and laugh. She listens to me which a lot of people don't. She is sweet, funny, so beautiful inside and out, and a really great friend. I am so grateful to have her in my life. I love her so much. I wish everyone had a friend like Dani.

Pamela is another one of my best friends. She is a strong, amazing, inspirational woman, wife, and mother. She is always there for my fiance and Rob and I and I appreciate that so much. She listens and understands me. She makes me laugh and smile. She is a very beautiful woman with a very sweet heart and soul. I thank God everyday for bringing her into my life. I am so happy to have her as my friend. I love her so much. I wish everyone had a friend like Pamela.

Lisa is another best friend of mine. She is amazing, sweet, funny, and beautiful. She loves Alyssa Milano as much as I do and has an adorabe cat named Tyger. She makes me laugh and smile. She is always there for me and listens to me and I appreciate that so much. I am so happy to have her as one of my friends. I thank God everyday for bringing her into my life. I love her so much. I wish everyone had a friend like Lisa.

Jen is another best friend of mine. She is talented, amazing, sweet, and beautiful. She is always there for my fiance Rob and I and I appreciate that so much. She has an amazing singing voice and will be a great filmaker and singer someday. She loves Alyssa Milano as much as I do. She makes me smile and laugh. I am so happy I have her as my friend. I thank God everyday for bringing her into my life. I love her so much. I wish everyone had a friend like Jen.

Delphine is another best friend of mine. She is beautiful, sweet, and fun. She is always there for me and listens to me and I appreciate that so much. She makes me smile and laugh. I am so happy to have her has my friend. She has a beautiful heart and soul. I thank God everyday for bringing her into my life. I love her so much. I wish everyone had a friend like Delphine in their life.

Last but not least my 2 best friends Sarah and Ellen who I have been best friends with since I was 12. Sarah and I graduated high school together and went to Disney World together after graduation. Ellen is a mother now to her beautiful daughter Annabell. Ellen and I did art club together at the YMCA after school program in Virginia and spent 3 summers together at the YMCA Camp Saponi in Virginia she was my conselour, then the arts and crafts director, then the director for the younger group. The both make me laugh and smile so much. I am so happy to have them both in my life. I love them so much.

These are just a few of the the people who mean the world to me there a re so many others too like Lippy, Steph, Laura, Niki, and so many more. I wish everyone had great people in their lives like I do. I love you all so much. You all make me so happy. <3 :) XOXOXOXOXOXO

My Fiance Rob (@lil_red_man) The Greatest Man In The World!

I have been thinking about what to blog about recently and nothing makes me happier then blogging about the people I love so this blog is about my true love and soul mate my fiance Rob! Rob has Autism but that doesn't make him incapable of doing things or feeling things like love. He is the kindest most amazing man I have ever known and it makes me so happy to be his fiance. I love him with all my heart. I have always felt like I would never find love mostly because the pressures I am constantly under but I did find love. It doesn't matter who or where you find love. Love is love not matter what. I always thought love finds you when you least expect it and when you need it most and it is true. I found my love when I needed him most and when I least expected it. Rob completes me. He and are like twins it's amazing. We both love Alyssa Milano she is my hero and if it wasn't for her Rob and I would have never found each other and fell in love. It's one of my biggest dreams to meet Alyssa someday and I so hope it comes true. Rob makes me feel special and loved. He makes me happy and accepts me for me. He understands me when most don't. He's just down right amazing. He's amazing to our friends Dani, Jen, Pamela, and Steph as well. I thank God everyday for bring Rob into my life. I finally have someone who will never leave me and I feel so safe with him. 

 

Rob was born November 9th 1978 and almost died. I was born January 31st 1988 with a hole in my heart., Yes we are just about 10 years apart but when you are in love it doesn't matter. We have gone through a lot of the same things with certain people in our lives making fun of us and treating us like crap but now that we have each other we can go through it together and come out stronger then before. I can't wait for us to be married and to be together forever. Rob will make an amazing dad one day and I have already planned to name our first daughter after Alyssa Milano we will name her Alyssa of course. I love that name. It's to honor Alyssa for bringing Rob and I together. We have both been through a lot in our lives but now we have each other, amazing friends, and an amazing future to look forward too. I can't wait. 

 

April is Autism Awareness month. Rob has a high functioning version of it but didn't know it for while in his life. He was on all sorts of meds that did nothing but made things worse. I am so glad he finally got the correct diagnosis and is off all those bad meds. He is also a cancer survivor. He had skin cancer taken off of his head I am so glad his mother did something about that because he might not be here with us if she hadn't. Rob inspires me to be a better person and we are going to lose weight and better our lives together and I can't wait. 

 

To honor Rob this Autism Awareness month I want as many people as possible to put the Autism Ribbon on everything they can. Their blogs, twitter backgrounds, facebook everywhere and help others learn what Autism is all about and that it's not a bad thing. 

 

I love you so much Rob. I will always be here for you and love you forever. You are my soul mate and true love and you complete me. Nobody can or will take me away from you. You will always have me in your life. I will never ever leave you. You mean the world to me. You are amazing and very special and you can do anything you put your mind to. I will support you all the way just like you do for me. I just hope I can finish college as soon as we would like so we can finally be together. I only have enough money for one more class at the moment but we will find a way for me to finish college. We are stronger together then we ever were before. <3 :) XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

 

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I have been thinking about what to blog about recently and nothing makes me happier then blogging about the people I love so this blog is about my true love and soul mate my fiance Rob! Rob has Autism but that doesn't make him incapable of doing things or feeling things like love. He is the kindest most amazing man I have ever known and it makes me so happy to be his fiance. I love him with all my heart. I have always felt like I would never find love mostly because the pressures I am constantly under but I did find love. It doesn't matter who or where you find love. Love is love not matter what. I always thought love finds you when you least expect it and when you need it most and it is true. I found my love when I needed him most and when I least expected it. Rob completes me. He and are like twins it's amazing. We both love Alyssa Milano she is my hero and if it wasn't for her Rob and I would have never found each other and fell in love. It's one of my biggest dreams to meet Alyssa someday and I so hope it comes true. Rob makes me feel special and loved. He makes me happy and accepts me for me. He understands me when most don't. He's just down right amazing. He's amazing to our friends Dani, Jen, Pamela, and Steph as well. I thank God everyday for bring Rob into my life. I finally have someone who will never leave me and I feel so safe with him. 

 

Rob was born November 9th 1978 and almost died. I was born January 31st 1988 with a hole in my heart., Yes we are just about 10 years apart but when you are in love it doesn't matter. We have gone through a lot of the same things with certain people in our lives making fun of us and treating us like crap but now that we have each other we can go through it together and come out stronger then before. I can't wait for us to be married and to be together forever. Rob will make an amazing dad one day and I have already planned to name our first daughter after Alyssa Milano we will name her Alyssa of course. I love that name. It's to honor Alyssa for bringing Rob and I together. We have both been through a lot in our lives but now we have each other, amazing friends, and an amazing future to look forward too. I can't wait. 

 

April is Autism Awareness month. Rob has a high functioning version of it but didn't know it for while in his life. He was on all sorts of meds that did nothing but made things worse. I am so glad he finally got the correct diagnosis and is off all those bad meds. He is also a cancer survivor. He had skin cancer taken off of his head I am so glad his mother did something about that because he might not be here with us if she hadn't. Rob inspires me to be a better person and we are going to lose weight and better our lives together and I can't wait. 

 

To honor Rob this Autism Awareness month I want as many people as possible to put the Autism Ribbon on everything they can. Their blogs, twitter backgrounds, facebook everywhere and help others learn what Autism is all about and that it's not a bad thing. 

 

I love you so much Rob. I will always be here for you and love you forever. You are my soul mate and true love and you complete me. Nobody can or will take me away from you. You will always have me in your life. I will never ever leave you. You mean the world to me. You are amazing and very special and you can do anything you put your mind to. I will support you all the way just like you do for me. I just hope I can finish college as soon as we would like so we can finally be together. I only have enough money for one more class at the moment but we will find a way for me to finish college. We are stronger together then we ever were before. <3 :) XOXOXOXOXOXOXO