I have been thinking about what to blog about recently and nothing makes me happier then blogging about the people I love so this blog is about my true love and soul mate my fiance Rob! Rob has Autism but that doesn't make him incapable of doing things or feeling things like love. He is the kindest most amazing man I have ever known and it makes me so happy to be his fiance. I love him with all my heart. I have always felt like I would never find love mostly because the pressures I am constantly under but I did find love. It doesn't matter who or where you find love. Love is love not matter what. I always thought love finds you when you least expect it and when you need it most and it is true. I found my love when I needed him most and when I least expected it. Rob completes me. He and are like twins it's amazing. We both love Alyssa Milano she is my hero and if it wasn't for her Rob and I would have never found each other and fell in love. It's one of my biggest dreams to meet Alyssa someday and I so hope it comes true. Rob makes me feel special and loved. He makes me happy and accepts me for me. He understands me when most don't. He's just down right amazing. He's amazing to our friends Dani, Jen, Pamela, and Steph as well. I thank God everyday for bring Rob into my life. I finally have someone who will never leave me and I feel so safe with him.
Rob was born November 9th 1978 and almost died. I was born January 31st 1988 with a hole in my heart., Yes we are just about 10 years apart but when you are in love it doesn't matter. We have gone through a lot of the same things with certain people in our lives making fun of us and treating us like crap but now that we have each other we can go through it together and come out stronger then before. I can't wait for us to be married and to be together forever. Rob will make an amazing dad one day and I have already planned to name our first daughter after Alyssa Milano we will name her Alyssa of course. I love that name. It's to honor Alyssa for bringing Rob and I together. We have both been through a lot in our lives but now we have each other, amazing friends, and an amazing future to look forward too. I can't wait.
April is Autism Awareness month. Rob has a high functioning version of it but didn't know it for while in his life. He was on all sorts of meds that did nothing but made things worse. I am so glad he finally got the correct diagnosis and is off all those bad meds. He is also a cancer survivor. He had skin cancer taken off of his head I am so glad his mother did something about that because he might not be here with us if she hadn't. Rob inspires me to be a better person and we are going to lose weight and better our lives together and I can't wait.
To honor Rob this Autism Awareness month I want as many people as possible to put the Autism Ribbon on everything they can. Their blogs, twitter backgrounds, facebook everywhere and help others learn what Autism is all about and that it's not a bad thing.
I love you so much Rob. I will always be here for you and love you forever. You are my soul mate and true love and you complete me. Nobody can or will take me away from you. You will always have me in your life. I will never ever leave you. You mean the world to me. You are amazing and very special and you can do anything you put your mind to. I will support you all the way just like you do for me. I just hope I can finish college as soon as we would like so we can finally be together. I only have enough money for one more class at the moment but we will find a way for me to finish college. We are stronger together then we ever were before. <3 :) XOXOXOXOXOXOXO
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