Thursday, May 24, 2012

Happy Birthday to my wonderful, amazing, & sweet friend Jen (@jennilly24)

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A very special birthday is here. My very sweet, funny, and amazing friend Jen's birthday is here! She is a wonderful friend with a huge heart. She's very talented. I am so lucky to have a friend like her in my life. It feels amazing to have a wonderful friend who is always there for me. I wish everyone could have a friend like Jen in their lives. Along with my fiance Rob, Jen and I we are partners in crime. We would never stop laughing if we were together. I cherish every moment that we talk and spend time together. If it wasn't for my hero Alyssa Milano none of us would have found each other. I am thankful for her everyday. I feel so loved and accepted a feeling I haven't felt in a long time. She makes me laugh and smile everyday. If I could I would give her a party that is out of this world because she so deserves it. 

I wish Jen a very happy birthday with many more happy years to come. She is special, sweet, beautiful, and amazing. Everyone would love her. You very special to me Jen. It's time to celebrate, have fun, and be grateful for everything. Jen, you deserve all the happiness and love in the world. I hope that your birthday is as special as you are. Rob and I are always here for you and always will be! I hope everyone will join me in saying a very happy birthday to my wonderful, amazing, and sweet friend Jen! 

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Finally Realizing My Dreams

I used to write down in my diary/journal ( I had both) about things I thought I wanted in my life. I never truly realized what I want until this past Saturday. My 3 biggest dreams in life are be with my fiance Rob forever, be a published author ( writing is my passion), and meet my hero Alyssa Milano! I want these things more than anything in the world and I now realize that. 

My fiance Rob is the love of my life and my soul mate. I never thought I would find my soul mate but I did thanks to my Hero Alyssa Milano! He makes me feel so special and loved. I have never felt that feeling before but it's one of the best feelings in the world. I can't wait to spend the rest of my life with him. I can't wait to be his wife and have kids. We will name our first daughter Alyssa after Alyssa Milano. I can't wait to have all of this but I have to finish college first which is the hard part right now. I am almost completely broke. I can't even afford to take even one more class and I don't know what to do. I feel like I am stuck between a rock and hard place and don't know how to get out. It sucks feeling like this but I know it will get better it always does. 

I have loved writing ever since I can remember. It is my passion. I love writing stories, poetry, and more. I have always wanted to a New York Times best selling author ( I hope). I have a crazy imagination because if I didn't I wouldn't have gotten an A in my creative writing class last fall. I have story ideas already except dummy me accidentally deleted the folder that had them in it from my flash drive but fortunately I remember my ideas. I was going to start writing but my laptop died again. I am working on getting a replacement this time and hope I do. 

Last but never least one of my biggest dreams is to meet my hero Alyssa Milano! She is completely and totally amazing! She makes my heart smile everyday! She has made me feel like everything is going to be ok even on my hardest days! She is a bright spot in my day! She is one of the best role models we have today and everyone should look up to her! She is my Idol and my biggest inspiration in life! It will be one the happiest days of my life when I get to meet her. I have never felt that any of my dreams could come true but this one I have the strongest feeling that it will and I believe that with all my heart. I have imagined how it will be when I meet Alyssa and I always imagine myself crying with happiness and I believe that I will. It's really hard to express with written words how much Alyssa truly means to me. Alyssa has made me believe that anything is possible. I love her so much!

I believe with all my heart that my dreams will come true someday. Everybody has dreams no matter who crazy or out of this world they are and if you have the faith and determination to persue them they will come true. Never give up on your dreams. I won't. 

Peace and Love <3