Repeating Myself.

I have been repeating myself on this issue in blog posts before but I can't help it. When I read that tweet that My Hero and favorite actress Alyssa tweeted as a reply it broke my heart. She said " Agreed. There should be a law against it. And this is why I don't leave the house." This talking about those greedy, selfish, vultures the paparazzi. It broke my heart to read that. Alyssa is an amazing, wonderful, beautiful, inspirational woman and mother and she should not have to stay in her house because of the paparrazi taking pics of her and her son. I actually feel guilty for having a normal life which Alyssa so deserves so much. She should be able to go and come as she pleases without having to look over her shoulder for the paparrazi. I have read that there are laws against the paparrazi in countries overseas. Why can't we have that here in the US where it so needed? Alyssa does all she can to help make our world a better place and we should at least find a way to have tougher laws on the papparrazi. It's so dangerous too. They cause vehicle crashes and all sorts of things. They can scare children like Alyssa's son. It's horrible and breaks my heart and that's why I can't stop writing about it. I love, admire, and respect Alyssa so much for everything she is and does and I won't stop writing about this until something changes. I just hope change happens before something tragic happens again. What will it take to enact tougher laws against the paparrazi? Why does that need to happen for something to change? I wish I knew. I will just continue to pray for Alyssa every night before I go to bed. I hope one day something changes for good. 

First Blog Post of 2012!

So it's the first day of the new year 2012 wow that came fast. A new year to start fresh and make things happen. good things i might add. My resolutions are to meet my fiance Rob in person and to figure out how to get all the drama and negativity out of my life. So much bad and good happened in 2011. I met the love of my life Rob thanks to Twitter and Alyssa Milano my hero, idol, and biggest inspiration! I love them both so much and they mean more to me than anything! However there were some bad so much drama and hatred among people who used to be friends. So much going back and forth. I came to twitter almost 2 years ago to find friendship and fun and I did and I found love too but I also found loss and pain. I don't understand why I all of sudden started getting picked on and I still don't. I just wish it would stop. I wish everything would stop, the name calling, hurtful words, making fun, and just drama in general i just wish it would stop. People acting like children when we should be adults and cyberbulling too. It's just all ridiculous really. Well 2012 is the year all of that ends I am sick and tired of it. It's not fair to me or the other people who have to read it in their timelines and stuff. The hurting and bullying must end. 

the loss of a friend especially someone considered a best friend is hard for anyone and me. I have cried over a certain friend so much over the past year. It hurts so much feeling pushed aside. No matter how many times I have been told differently I always felt the end of the friendship was near. I will always care about and love that certain friend but I feel like it's getting to the point where I just have to let go and move on. It's so hard to differeniate these days between real friends and not but I know who mine are. 

I am sick of people being mean to Alyssa. I wish that would end too. She has a huge compassionate heart and tries to make our world a better place and some people just have to be rude and mean and it breaks my heart. I know I have said this plenty of times but I can't help it. Seeing people being rude and mean to her just breaks my heart. I love her so much and I just wish people could see her the way I do. 

But life goes on and a New Year brings new possiblities and hope for change for the better. Maybe I am just being optimistic but I can only hope and try to change things for the better. I hope 2012 brings happiness and end to the drama! Hope 2012 is great for all!